High Hopes For The Future

With everything I have been through whilst battling with my depression. I didn't think I would be here today. I felt I was going to head into death a year ago when everything fell a part for me.

Now a year on, I am getting off my medication, realised I had more people that cared about me then I thought. Got an interview for Mental Health Support Worker in a week and I am feeling stronger in myself.

I still think about Jason but that will get better in time. I feel good about myself to have the chance to experience all the high's and low's I have got to experience within the last year.

I feel good about 2011 and I hope I don't go back into depression. I am taking each day one step at a time and now feel good about life.

Sounds wonderful Becky. It's great to hear you are doing well. Just keep the spirit up and stay strong.
Best wishes,
Tristan

Crap....I'll bet X has one of these dolls with my name on it.
Difference is, he'd probably have another 50 pins in it.

That is great news Becky. It's always a great feeling to get on top of things.
Never let fear run your life!

As for Jason, I have to say...unless he makes a decision to help himself - there isn't anything you can do.
Be careful, you may end up like me, still pining 20 years later for someone, who at the end of the day, isn't really that into you.

I know, I've been there and can't wait to come out of it. I so look forward to the day where X will no longer be the wall paper of my brain. I know I'm not his...and so, I keep wishing that time will hurry up and set me free from the pain that he has inflicted on me.

Make no mistake Becky...every person is responsible for their own well being, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Don't ever think you can help 'the other'...you can't. It's only when s/he wakes up to their emotional calling that things can actually change. You WON'T change a thing. FACT. xx

Good luck.