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I don't know his parents contact details. As for visiting him, the last time I told him I knocked to see him, he got angry and told me it was rued to invite myself.

When I tried to explain to him, I knocked because I can't get him on the phone and I was really concerned for him. He wouldn't listen. I don't intend to put myself through that for now. As I am not strong enough to deal with the anger again.

He still isn't answering the phone. I get off my medication in a few weeks something the doctor and I have discussed about. I was thinking of regaining my strength and then knock to see how he is. Whether it's rued or not, he could be a bad way and I wouldn't know about it. That way, If he is a danger to himself I can call the police. I don't want to see or hear he has committed sucide.

What do you think?

That sounds like a good plan. He probably wants to take care of himself.