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I am having problems regarding handling my emotions. most of my friends told me that i am too emotional and sensitive over small things, because im a serious type of person, i dont cant differentiate wether they are telling me is a joke or a serious matter, and then when i dont like what i heard, i suddenly outbursted with emotions, getting angry and start making arguments or quarrels. and the worst, i will ignore them for a long time.

Some of the people told me that it is inappropriate to act like this for a 22 year old guy. and some of my friends told me that it is an attitude of a gay. I'm straight and not a homo, they just dont understand that i have a problem in handling my emotions properly or i am too expressive. For example, if they are playing jokes on me and it's hitting me that hard, if i will not say it then i have the tendency to experience some pains on my chest, get a head ache and feel stressed or depressed or even worst... difficulty in breathing... Sometimes they also tell jokes that are offensive or foul, degrading my personality. And even embarassing me in public, will i have to stay quiet so that they will not say or see me as too emotional and sensitive even if it is hard? what must i do to make them understand? what should i do so that i can handle myself and my emotions properly?

Most of my schoolmates, they all have strong emotions i think. and when i tell them why they are treating me like that, i always hear the same excuses that they only want me to be strong, mature and be a real man, not act like a kid from elementary, kindergarten. They keep telling it on my face.


also this one, i have only a few closest friends. whenever i treat them nicely especially the when of the same gender, they look at it in a bad way. I don't get along with my family as well, that's why i treat my close friends like my real family / siblings. i give the love, care, and importance to them instead that are supposed for my family. and then some start doubting my gender and look at it in a bad way.