shock_the_monkey wrote:relationships are about feelings. you don't find someone by writing a list of desirable attributes. you do it by connecting with someone on an emotional level.
True words.
Okay some (many?) people do pursue a shopping list, but how well does it work for them? I believe the hope is that after my shopping list is filled, then I'll be able to feel something, but again, does that work?
I am going to give an analogy -
A side hobby of mine is listening to music, and audio gear. Some people I communicate with never enjoy the listening to music part. They are obsessed with the pursuit of audio gear ("maybe if I just get one new piece of audio gear, I'll be able to enjoy the music?"). It's a very different mindset to enjoy the music first, and the pursuit of better gear second.
Now I am not saying they should enjoy what is truly awful sounding to them, but I am saying they are never going to enjoy listening to music, because they are stuck in an obsessive loop in which no matter what gear they have, they will never enjoy it, there is always some reason they will be disappointed.
What I am saying is that the way to break that loop is to stop, start enjoying the music, and as it relates to this thread, to focus on enjoying those emotions around others. BTW this is true for all of us. It's not even about being aspie or not, it's that many of us get in the habit of an inability to enjoy those moments. When we are thinking I am not going to enjoy any moments until I find my perfect match, well then yep, we are not going to enjoy any moments.