Seeking insight

[quote][/quote]I was recently diagnosed with having HPD. I am male. I have been married 3 times. I recently became aware of the common denominators of my wives. They all stayed at home. They didnt work, even tho they had the freedom. They were constantly anxious with “normalcy” as was i. They were like jellyfish, they be pushed and poked at until they exploded. What kind of women are these? How am iinstinctively attracted to them? What is it about them that attracts them to me? I dont understand this dynamic and i need help with this insight.