Depression + Marriage vs. Anti-depressant + Divorce

Hi. When I am on an anti-depressant I feel like a different person and I want to leave my wife. When I am not on it, I feel down at times but I don't expect much so I feel more content to stay.

I am more social on the anti-depressant and want to experience life and being married is frustrating. When I am not on it everything seems pointless and more trouble than it's worth.

How do I reconcile this? Which path is healthier or more right for me? I can elaborate but I don't know which direction to go in. Maybe someone will have some ideas...

Thanks!

Why do you want to leave your wife? How do you feel about her and what are the pain that she is giving you? There must be factors outside of anti-depressant that creates it, it just that with anti-depressant you thing less about other stuff so you are focusing more about what pisses you off with your wife.

I am personally quite drastic about anti-depressant, and pills to control mental states, so in my oppinion I would stop it. Why? Because most of the mental issues are caused by a wrong way to see things and when you stop looking at it as being a victim , you can stop any emotional problems. A lot of people have a comon mistake, it is called the crazy 8. I had it and now that I understand it, I control it easy. Tony Robbins explains it very well in this video;

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YtMltwYTEUs

But yeah I would be curious about the reason why you want to leave your wife could you elaborate more on it?