$#%^'s About To Hit The Fan

I just had this argument with my mother, and I am almost certain of what is going to happen next. There has been a lot of stuff going on at home. Someone else in the family is going through a very difficult situation, and my mother has taken a long time talking to them (one of my siblings). Things have gotten really ugly with the situation, where she isn't at all in the wrong. My mother has been very intensely involved in this. I had been being ornery, and she kind of snapped at me. It got extremely ugly, and it just went on and on. I said something about, "Well you probably don't like either of us." She just responds by saying, "Who would?" Note that she was very worked up and angry about something when she said this, so I'm guessing she didn't entirely mean it.

However, she's also saying about the situation with my sibling that she's "giving her $#%^" with a situation she can't help while at the same time being supportive of her on the phone, talking for literally hours. I think it's about to hit the fan. She denies saying that she said she didn't like me. Who knows, maybe she just got herself worked up and it'll all be fine tomorrow. However, I doubt it. I feel like there is a deep seated resentment towards me for not meeting their expectations, even though it hasn't entirely been expressed. I also think there is a deep seated resentment towards me for just being different from them, even though they don't admit this and haven't said it. I think that they are going to completely turn against me forever. I think the business that's going in is going to really bring all this to the surface, and the family is just going to completely disintegrate.

I think you were paranoid when you wrote that. What did happen?

-- Mon Nov 07, 2016 4:52 am --

I think you were paranoid when you wrote that. What did happen?