Blew it.

So I recently posted a thread about me finding the most perfect girl. This is a follow up thread.

I blew it. My paranoid mind forced me to ruin everything.

Today,(13/02/2014) after after spending the afternoon together having the happiest and most fun time, I went home. We swapped a few facebook messages about how great the afternoon was and how we should meetup next week and spend time together outside of college. this went on for a few hours like it normally does. It got to the point where she linked me to her tumblr to view a few pictures that she took.

Me being the stupid guy I am decided it would be a smart Idea to send her an "anon" hate message about me and her being together just to see how she'd react to it. So I wrote out a massive message about her and me and other thing like how she's worth nothing. Of course I worded it to sound like someone else wrote it.

I forgot to log out of my account and tick the anon message button.


After I clicked send I carried on messaging her on Facebook like normal when she messages me saying about a message she got. All of a sudden she starts freaking out calling me names and saying that she never wants to see me again. At that point I knew I forgot to log out.

I've sent her a heart felt apology explaining why I did it and how stupid it was but I fear it's over.


From day 1, I told her it would be me being stupid that would ruin things. I was right.


That's how I ruined the best thing I've ever had.

Why would you do that, you're a complete idiot, not saying you have to continue being a complete idiot, only that you should own up to it.

Don't feel bad, I've recently had a breakup of sorts that I haven't been handling well. I sort of messed things up to, I think the situation is still redeemable, hopefully.

We're human, we make mistakes. Own up to this one and tell her what happened. It's going to take time for her to let it go, but just give her space. Perhaps this can be a good learning experience for you. I'm guilty of doing things I later regret, so trust me when I say these things. Promise her you'll change (and mean it!!) and let things run its course. I'm sure this is something redeemable, just be honest to her.