Living the Good Life...

I've tried everything and I mean everything to get someone to help me out of a bad situation. And although my efforts did not get the desired result I originally asked for, just in never giving up stating my disatisfaction with abusive situations I did gain help. Negativity is a more delicious feast for some than positivity although there's nothing more inviting to me than a good time, it's not that way for those who are taught to believe they're not worthy of a good life. One thing remains clear to me from the beginning and that's I do have myself always to depend on. And so since I've proven my point that if it's conceivable given my family that I may have mental issues that need to be dealt with, I'm an apple and my family tree is close if not rooted on top of me smothering me at every chance.

If there's ever anyone in your life that comes at you with forceful accusations that there is something wrong with you, or even seemingly nice passive aggressive little hints, they're most likely attempting to divert attention away from themselves and their issues which is a problem all on it's own and has nothing to do with you. Don't let these people win by allowing yourself to believe you're unworthy of your voice. Everyone is special, everyone is human, and everyone deserves a good life no matter what bad life they came from...

One thing remains clear to me from the beginning and that's I do have myself always to depend on. And so since I've proven my point that if it's conceivable given my family that I may have mental issues that need to be dealt with, I'm an apple and my family tree is close if not rooted on top of me smothering me at every chance.

Rameylane,

I think you've come to realize a very important life lesson, and that is your happiness and fate are ultimately up to you. Nobody else can truly decide what is right for us other than ourselves. Always follow your heart because it knows where it wants to go, you just have to listen.

Everyone is special, everyone is human, and everyone deserves a good life no matter what bad life they came from...

Another great lesson; everyone has value in this life. There have been so many times in my life when I used to judge people before I got to know them, but after I did I came to realize how awesome they were. For those who do not think so, it may be because they don't see value in themselves and think the same of others.