Am I crazy

My boyfriend is having lunch with his ex today. He didn't tell me until last night. They were together for about 3 years, but he was never in love with her, and he said that he even hated her when they were still together.

During the summer, he learned that she had been saying that he cheated on her, he had a small ..., and other mean things about him. She also owes him money.

I guess the lunch is to tell her that he was mad at her all summer because of the things she said about him, get his money back, and not have to deal with her anymore (I don't know what this means to him).

What I don't understand is why it has to be a lunch. I don't know. I mean I know logically that he does not want to get back together with her, but a part of me still feels jealous and insecure. It's probably because of things that have happened with another one of his exes, which I also just posted.

It's probably just me right? Completely crazy and insecure

You know him better than we do. What do you think is really going to happen? If you think its going to be a problem talk to him about it. I can't think of anything truly helpful that anyone can tell you about him without knowing him personally.

EDIT: I can say I wouldn't get back together with a woman like that and most logical people would agree. At the same time I probably wouldn't have been with a crazy woman that I hated for 3 years...