anniversary

Today is the anniversary of my attack. It's been 7 years and I feel like I should be over it, but I'm clearly not. I mean, I don't spend everyday (or even most days) crying over it anymore, but I feel like I never should. It wasn't even real rape. The technical way the police report wrote it was that he stalked then masturbated on me. I'm still just having a really hard time coping, especially today. My life has been at a complete standstill since it happened, which I guess is why it's still a problem for me. I just wish I knew what to do. How am I still so lost?

((((((((saddaughter111))))))) You can heal in your own time, don't feel bad. It's ok to cry.