any help or advice please?

hehehe now worries, please look after yourself and keep posting to let us know how you are doing.

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thank you ...just wonder if there will ever be a day i feel normal again ....fingers crossed...its strange buti almost panick its a waste of my life sorting thru the issues..even tho i know i need to feel better.......

I know what you mean about worrying and wondering about whether you are wasting your life. I am 32 and single and I am so worried it is going to stay that way but I am screwed up atm and I need to work on it and that comes first. You will feel better and this is a huge investment you are putting into the rest of your life.

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