Help

i know and im desperately need someones help before something happens

You've made it this far. You're gonna find someone who wants to help you and understand.

still no help is being provided alls i have got is my youth worker and connexions there 4 me.

((((((((flipper))))))))

I had an email from the Adult Protection officer as the subject sexual abuse affected me when did the keeping safe day AGM.

I understand that you have been referred to physiology services and the incident your suffered is being discussed with your nominated worker. I understand that you feel that everyone involved thinks that you are attention seeking but your social worker tells me that she does not think that this is the case and she wishes to support you in any way that she can. I understand that the police dropped their investigation but they have told me that they had to do this because there was no CCTV footage and no evidence found when they examined you. This is normal practice I'm afraid Kirsty and nothing to do with the police not taking you seriously.


2 things need to point out........ 1 that my social worker said to my face that im a attention seeker and secondly the police told me in april that it closed due to lack of evidence and that they found sperm in me but couldnt prove how. well now they told protection the opposite to what they said to me and mum, they tol the protection officer that they never found anything in me, well thats a lie.

These people don't know how to do their damn jobs and they don't care, flipper. It is not your fault and you have every right to feel angry.

im not gonna b able to get thru this unless i get the righ level of support for me by professionals or seriously im gonna break down even more

Please try to stay calm. You're strong enough to make it without them. These people might actually be making you feel this bad and triggered, because they're being aggressive, in a way. I bet you could make it on your own but the crap they put you through is making you think otherwise because every time they treat you so bad you start hoping to find someone better.

i wont be able to do it with out any support from professionals i know something will go wrong and they will regret it one day.

I can do it without them, and I hope I can continue like this. Other people have made it too. You have to keep telling yourself that you are strong enough and better than them.