Self rape

Hi, hyper! It's ok to feel the way that you do. I think it's probably about being in control of what happens to your body.

Im very sorry you went through this. I am however glad that you posted it, I have done similar things, well at least any time i 'fantasize' its always rather tortorous of some sort, and have always disliked myself for it, but i am glad to know im not alone. I always thought that i may do that related to my past, and that is making more sense. So thank you for being brave enough to post that and for us to be able to read it.

the girl i know has learned to like being abused because there was no other choice.. she likes to be hurt because it distracts her from her inner pain

she also likes to be dominant and sadistic

hi to all.. I like you.. Because you're so brave you have all the courage to tell your story.. They are right you should go back to therapy it will help you to forget that things...

I hope you'll be ok soon.. Try to read this maybe it will help you.. http://www.thankgodforebooks.com/raped.html

Good Luck to you