Was I raped? I don't know what to think.

Here's the story. Sorry for any graphic language.

I told him up front i didn't want to have sex. But we were doing everything that comes before. I said it before we started and then he tried (he pulled out a condom) so i said, "i don't want to have sex." However, he kept trying and would keep opening my legs and
pushing himself inside me and then hugging me against his chest so like I wasn’t raising up, and when i would say stop, he would either say, "it's okay." multiple times or kind of ignore it, or tell me to kiss him.
So, I would maneuver myself off and go to get up and he'd hug me and tell me he wouldn't try again.
He told me to turn over and I thought he meant to switch sides so we can sleep, but no, then he just got on top of me again and literally held the side of my face into the bed with one hand on the back of my neck, and then pushed against my shoulder towards him so I didn't move with the other, and put himself inside me from behind. I said no and for a few seconds he just ignored it and kept going, but when I started squirming and like reaching behind to push against his stomach, he told me to stop and that I wanted to do it, I just wouldn't let myself then he stopped.

He started doing it again and every time I tried to tell him to stop, he just said "kiss me, stop talking and just kiss me." and when i would say no in one position, he'd just hug me and say he wouldn't try it again and then try a different position, he'd pull me on top of him and slam my hips down and then not let me move when he was inside me by holding my legs down, or try to put my legs on his shoulders and when I would start to say no, he'd just hurry up, he tried to do it from behind like we were spooning, tried doggy style, tried on top. I said no every time. He actually kept doing it so much that I got up and just ran to the bathroom and stayed there for like five minutes hoping he would quit when i came out. He didn't. Then he grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled it so i couldn't reach up enough to push him off me and kept moaning and saying, "Just a few more seconds."

He would kiss me and then bite my bottom lip and then go inside me, so when I tried to say something he would just like bite down and I would have to push against him, I guess is the right way to word that. But when i really pushed against him and told him it hurt and to stop, he would stop within that moment or at least slow down enough to where he was still and reluctantly let me get off, but then try again two seconds later. He would hold my leg down so I didn’t get up when I was on top of him. So he didn't keep going in that moment, but he did because he kept trying and trying with the same "no" outcome. Then after all of that, we were lying there and I couldn't bare to look at him, but he said, "It would be really sexy if you grabbed my dick and put it inside you." and i said no, so he just got on top of me and put it in anyway because he said he just wanted to "pull out" and it would only take "a few more seconds."

I'm guessing it was around 5am when we both fell asleep. I thought that was it but then I woke up to him trying again. And it was all finally done with at about 6:45am.

And then after he made me swallow, he left me without any covers, naked, facing the wall while he slept with the covers, facing the opposite direction and didn't say a word to me.

well yeah that is very clear you said no and he still did it anyway because he was selfish and just wanted sex for himself regardless if you wanted it or not. Things like him saying that he knew you wanted it is him trying to see what he's doing in the best possible light, because people try to make excuses for themselves, to see themselves as good people still all the time. It's just an excuse and a bad one. It is a bad situation to be in, you're with a guy who's really horny, doing sexual things, but not going all the way, whilst he's also really horny and cant control himself, but a decent guy should have appreciated that you said no and been able to control themselves. What you described legally is rape I'm pretty sure.

agreed..
you very clearly said no.. showed him a no - he did it anyway and refused to stop.. that's rape by any legal definition..

i'm so so sorry that that happened - have you thought about reporting this and have you got someone that you can get support from in 3d.? it's really important to reach out of you can.. you're not alone and there are some really good/respectful services out there for helping people through this
i hope you're as okay as possible - if you ever need to talk please reach out - here or in 3d.. please do reply if you can manage to xx