I was almost MURDERED

I'm in a constant state of distress but listen to me please. I was almost murdered. I met this guy on a jewish dating site. He said he was jewish but I wasn't really sure. anyway, I was really drugged up on psychiatric medication. first we went on a date for free and he was really really nice. then one day he calls...and asks me to go to a forest with him. we did. I don't know why. I think he hypnotised me. So we went to a forest...and he took me to the side, where people cant see us, and raped me. then he tried to get me to drink from his water but I didn't. then he took me to this lake...in a distant area...and tried getting me to shower with him naked. then he kept on touching me. then finally, he took me to his house and raped me. I begged him to bring me back...and he did. but with screaming at me the whole time. it was so so weird and hurtful.

i'm so so sorry babybowrain..

that's horrible and i'm not surprised you're distressed.

Was this really recent and if so have you called the police.?
If you haven't called them then do you think you could?

yeah but they say i made it up because i was diagnosed with a mental illness. they're crazy.

that's awful and i'm so so sorry that they've treated you like this..

is there at least a rape crisis line that you can phone so you can talk things through.?
they have specialist counsellors and should be an awful lot better than the idiots who didn't listen.