Reputation In Tatters

It's when a certain one takes over

I've only just realised this is what happens with it
It completely takes over until it's done "it's job" and even if I try and suppress it it's still there, finding other ways out

And I know it's protecting me in its own way but by the time it's done, my reputation is in tatters

I can only really say this here because this is the only place where people might at least try to understand