Just randomly scrolling through all sorts of negative news in fb, and also randomly watching insta pics of some strange women with people who I have no idea about.just feel so purposeless doing this for long time.like why should I want to do this all the time..like what sort of high I am getting by seeing peoples their life's ,and their stories ..nothing I am not being productive or making money..I lost my job because I can't watch and get lost in internet world if I continue active 9-6 job..
But how long can I stay like this ...internet has made me a begger and I am now unable to keep a job for atleast 6 months because the longest I worked continuosly for a company is 90 days which is filled with frequent leaves of internet binging and porn and all..so i am afraid what if I have no money to survive..I think I will become unable to take internet connection as well if I continue this addiction and I will lear it the hard way..