I suffer chronic and perpetual abuse of every sort unkind. It is a unity within the body of life (the whole of humanity) and it is unrelenting. I have been communicating for over 10 years but I am perpetually ignored, discriminated against and at the mercy of people's prejudices.
This is beastly and monstrous.
I am kept in isolation against my will. I am deprived of relationships and freedom.
I am forcefully subjugated to multiple extreme conditions.
When I try to pursue my freedom, free will and interests I am attacked. Many of the attacks are structured as an ambush so that I become badly overwhelmed and am rendered incapacitated. It then takes me several days to weeks to begin to recover.
I've been driven to suicide multiple times and acted on it twice.
There is a great, great horror in facing a humanity that truly does not care. And they don't know that they don't.
I've been vulgarly raped and mercilessly tortured but people continue to be unresponsive. I've been brutalized and sickened and have become extremely hostile. Very severe hatred and stomach-rotting disgust.
I have no ability to shield or protect or defend myself. I have no means of escape. I have nowhere to go. My history is destroyed. My family is destroyed.
I am alone.
When will anybody on earth see the light? It's flashing bright neon. It says 911.
But everybody near and far: blind and unresponsive.
Nobody even responds to say "we don't know what to do". They just ignore me.
Way too very extreme, the viciousness and cruelty I have been subjugated to. Is everybody full of death that there is no cognitive response to what I said? Why is it being treated as normal and acceptable to treat someone this badly?
If I were a dog people would rise to the occasion and would demand justice for the dog. Abusers would be held responsible.
One of the many ways I'm tortured is being treated like a dog. They've all but trapped me in a plastic cage.
The dirtiness of the abuse should compel people to despise the abusers.
But people choose to despise me for what others do to me and put me through (relentlessly and mercilessly).
You ever play a game called mercy?
Torture is their game. It's called merciless.
(I did not write this to entertain you?)