I envy family member who died

I feel awful that a sibling of mine died. Sometimes I envy her though that she doesn't have to deal with life anymore. I'm always either anxious or depressed. I'm never happy.

I'm so sorry to hear about your sibling who died and I'm also sorry to hear about how you are feeling.

Have you tried doing anything to help make yourself happier? If you have, what have you tried so far and has it been helping?