ptsd/fear/delusional/or am i dead?..please help

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Hi, pillmatic! I'm no expert but it sounds to me like you have a real illness. You have to tell your doctor about everything that's going on and keep trying to find the right treatment for you. Is there any trauma that you think might have caused ptsd? I don't think this could be explained by ptsd or by a bad reaction to medication alone, though. Maybe the med helped trigger your illness. Have you taken haldol ever since that time and did you tell your doc about what you think it did to you?