by FFTP » Sun Aug 19, 2018 10:14 am
I deal with this as well, and honestly, therapy was a joke in my opinion, they just throw drugs at you until you are so sedated you can't function, it's really sad and I think healing should be ... more honest and less about making money off the mentally ill...
as far as knowing you had trauma that you can't remember, I have that too, only little flashbacks of stuff that doesn't make a whole lot of sense, some stuff people told me happened that I can kinda remember but not really, and honestly i'd rather not remember some of the sick stuff I had to go through as a child , i mean i'm screwed up enough remembering the stuff i do remember, maybe my brain understands that it's too much for me to handle, or maybe i was just too young to really comprehend and remember , there is the.... "regression therapy" option, but man, theres no way i wannna relive stuff like that, no way.