multiple deaths

Hello,

I posted first in the panic disorder area but today my counselor said I should post here.

I work in the mental health field. In the last year 6 of my clients have died (gunshot, stabbing related to their environment).
Another boy died 2 nights ago.

I also moved at the same time as one of the death's. I started have panic attacks and went on meds. I also went to a counselor. They got a little better.

I keep "waiting for the other shoe to drop" so to speak. I came here to get support and learn from others. Even though I "know" fro my training all of this and the issues involved it is different when you are the one experiencing it. So here I am.

any helpful suggestions are appreciated.