So lately I've been having memories that d make me scared as if its happening again or that it will. I feel like crying tho i never do. I feel sick when most of these things happen. I've also had dreams that are like the memories and often wake up because of them. I don't sleep well as i often wake even if i don't sleep have bad dreams. Could this be post traumatic stress or something else?
Just for background info- i have had cancer since i was two. Apparently i was abused for most of my life until about a year ago (although this still happens on occasion - similar events) and i live with depression and permanent disability.