There is a dog at the shelter, it looks just like the pitbull that attacked me. It's hard to deal with. I haven't said anything to anyone at the shelter yet. Though I'm on edge. The lady has it because she has epilepsy, its a service dog, and it appears well behaved. Though I'm having trouble trying to keep the thought of it nipping at me and attacking me out of my head.
I don't know what to do. Because there is nothing they really can do, the dog isn't misbehaving, am I to just suffer? It's frustrating and wearing me down. I now have to sit against the wall, as if I don't, I have to stand. I need to have my eyes on the dog at all times. It's hard. It's a trigger for me.
I don't know how to deal with it. The pit bull I dealt with was skinny and maltreated by its owner, this one is not. So its not the dog that is the problem, I keep telling myself this. Though its causing me anxiety nonetheless.