Symbiotic
You break and you hate and you $#%^
On everything I have, you wont leave me alone
You spit and you puke and you use
Until there is nothing left too abuse!
I am just too blind too see
This thing that’s just in front of me
As its crawling up in me
I’m too blind too see
Its getting all that was best of me!
I am just too numb to feel
That my wits are getting killed
I am just too drunk too know
Across the wrist wont go
Its already bleeding but too damn slow!
Breath staggers, as legs stumble
Ill lay you a wager
The doctors wont respond to pagers
When there is a lowlife at stake
This is a decision I had to make
Cuz everything I am is fake
I don’t know how much more I can take
Before I break!
I’ve got blood covered eyes
It was too red to see through the lies
You set out for me!
I was to careless to see
That you are the better part of me!