throw me away

(i was born 2 be broken
i realize this every day i wake up
i was born 2 be hated
i realize this every time i break up

digging deeper into my broken mind
searching for the reasons of any kind
too keep me on my feet
tearing deeper into the vains of life
my only friend is my knife
trying too make myself bleed)

part 2

crawling over the floor
sliding against the door
with medication i will fade
untill there is nothing left 2 hate

tearing through the flesh
spending my last cash
on things i dont even need
cutting untill theres nothing 2 bleed

just throw me away
like a used rubber
just blow me away
why are you so ######6 stubborn
just throw me away

living my last days
filled with wasted ways
addicted to the things i hate
glued to the things that break

my hands are filled with reasons
to give up and move along
my head is filled with the treasons
that ###$ me up when i was strong
my eyes are filled with tears for you
i shed for every relapse
my mind fears the things you do
i am part of the mishap

burning the pain away
for every time i pray
breathing in and breathing out
holding in then you shout

i feel so ######6 small
i just want too ###$ it all
a desire to end this $#%^
for every time you throw a fit

crawling over the floor
beating against the door
hoping you will unlock it this time
you never did before



Poem written by : Tortured Mind

the poem bout the star.. yea that one 2 forgot 2 log in...

Wow, this poem really had an impact on me...a lot of the things you said (like the self-destructiveness theme) really connected with me because I sometimes cut myself when I'm feeling low. Thanks for sharing.

you're welcome

what i like about this poem is it's acualy going somewhere. it's not just stating how you are. it has a story to it.