decision

with nice little twist
i slit my wrist ......

not waiting life to kill
rather my own blood i spill....

its my own choice, i have no fear
only pain, in eyes some unshed tears ....

on the floor, blood makes stains
slowly released me from my pains....

bloody stains, stains like in my soul
caused by all the pain, this life is foul....

visions finally fading away, soon its all done
staring darkness, oh so black, soon its all gone.....

soon im released, free from this pain
suffering and life, it was all just in vain......

thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death
farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath....


this poem is a bit dark but thats how im feeling right now.
it feels like my world has falling apart

they do say that blood is the river of life...and there is this one passage in the book of Leviticus that condemns any vampyric lust of it..

Not to sound insensitive, but could you explain to me the logic of cutting? I do not understand this phenomenon, but I would very much like to.

rather then take away from the poem....this is a question best asked in the SI forum! Great question....but suggesting that you might get more traffic/feedback on your question if you post there.

great poem! I totally understand.

Once again, my apologies for being insensitive. What is the SI forum?

NietzscheWisdom* wrote:they do say that blood is the river of life...and there is this one passage in the book of Leviticus that condemns any vampyric lust of it..

Leviticus 17:11
For the life of a creature is in the blood.

Leviticus 17:14
Because the life of every creature is its blood. That is why I have said to the Israelites, "You must not eat the blood of any creature, because the life of every creature is its blood; anyone who eats it must be cut off."


Deuteronomy 12:23
But be sure you do not eat the blood, because the blood is the life, and you must not eat the life with the meat.

:twisted: You all should read the Anton LaVey 'Satanic' bible and Aleister Crowley books____really good

Wham Bam Thank You Mam wrote:Once again, my apologies for being insensitive. What is the SI forum?

take a look at my "...and you bleed just to know you're alive!" topic in the self-mutilation forum