various poems i have written some good some sad

as i sat there day dreaming
my heart was inside screaming
go out and play go out and run
but no not today today is not fun

i sit outside alone so still and stiff
like my heart is on a deep steep cliff
there nowhere to go and nowhere to run
kids shouldn't be scared they should be haveing fun

the clock tick's apon the wall
looks like i'm heading for a fall
scared lost don't know what to do
wished i was more than this to you

happiness goes down the drain
when i feel the same old pain
tring to get my head in tune
is like breaking out of my cocoon

breaking down the ten foot walls
is like running down endless halls
smack crack they start to rumble
maybe one day they will start to crumble

breaking down the walls in my head
makes me wish that i was dead
spining around inside myself
feels like i'm broken apon a shelf

laying here alone at night left to whine and weep
begging my body to stay as im scared to fall asleep
fear not a lady says for i will be your guide
no longer feeling alone for now i'm deep inside

feelings all up inside my head
some are happy some are dread
laying here feeling so bruised
like a girl broken and confused

my heart is pounding in my chest
can't sleep not even a little rest
but all i can think is i don't want to blink
for your love is true and it brought me from the brink

swinging upon a nightly star
wondering where it is you are
suddenly i hear that familiar beep
wishing the dreams of you i could keep

walking hand in hand
our footprints in the sand
a kiss on your cheek
my heart it speaks
love is true love is blind
our two souls have intertwined
eternity is our blessing
and all of this is true
with all my heart i love you

rest now my little angel
for it is time to sleep
don't worry about the bad dreams
for you is what i keep