Somtimes i just dont care...

you like to puncture holes in my skin,
treating me like the next best thing
I dont know if I can take this!
I dont know how to break this!

you like to make me feel so small,
every time you care to call
I dont know if I can take this!
I dont know how to break this!

there were times when i questioned my reasons
-living inside of the circle-
times when i wasnt so sure bout myself
-pushing me down on my knees-
moments of reconsilliation seem so far away
-now its time for you to bleed-

you break the smile from my face,
why cant you be like the old days
I dont know if I can take this!
I dont know how to break this!

you were somewhat like a daughter,
but nowadays you're my self-slaughter
I dont know if I can take this!
I dont know how to break this!

times for sorrow and sodomy
times for taking the best of me
times of pain and absolution
times where death seems the only solution

you rape the sense out of my mind,
is it so hard to be kind?
I dont know if I can take this!
I dont know how to break this!