Black Majik

It used to be about you

It seemed that's where it came from

It entered me

took up space in my heart and my head

I used to think it came from you

Every time lonely I could blame you

All your fault, this loneliness

for I'm alone and what are you doing about it?

Until one night I woke and found myself

sleepwalking

and in that sleep I was conjuring loneliness

wrapping it's shroud around me

and performing alchemy

and I turned loneliness into rage

and rage into despair

and on and on until Id made a whole black rainbow of negativity in all it's shades

and patted myself on the back for my honesty

and blamed it all on you.

Turning people into excuses is dangerous majik

It bestows a curse upon the wielder



the curse is being lonely