shut down

Shut down

This time I wanted it
This time I tried

I wanted to cry
But my tears where dead
Only blood oozed out of my head
My life was ruined by my mistakes
That’s all it takes
Making the same mistakes
Open up and then shut down

I wanted to die
But my arms where weak
Even my reflection looked bleak
My life ruined by your exceptions
Denied actions
Death is my new exception
Open up and then shut down

Living this $#%^ over and again
Didn’t know how it would end until I began
Misery raped from my brain
You drove me insane
And I’m to blame
Making the same mistakes
Stupidity is all it takes

I wanted to lie
But my mind is numb
Hoping for redemption that will never come
My life ruined by untold words
Cant explain how much it hurts
Truth behind my words
Open up then shut down

Wanting to see it end
You’re real I’m pretend
You attack I defend
You’re real I’m pretend

I want to be me
But I’m not what you see
Blood dripping down from the cut
Open and shut
New blood from old cuts
Open up then shut down

I tried to tell you
You tried to be me
But you cant be what I don’t see
It’s me

I like it a lot!! I can relate to some of it too. I can usually relate to your poems and stuff.

Cya later, my sweet, talented friend.

sweet?

yes, sweet!!