unwanted

nobody wants a child that wont function
nobody wants a child that wont do
nobody wants a child that wont love
nobody wants a child that lost its heart
nobody wants a child that cries at night
nobody wants a child that is differant

nobody wants me, nobody cares
nobody loves me, nobody cares

nobody wants a child that lies
nobody wants a child that talks back
nobody wants a child that makes you sad
nobody wants the child hidden inside
nobody wants the child that is hurt
nobody wants the child that is abandoned

cold in the gutter of the house i grew up in
wet in the rain outside the lawn i trew up in
nausious from the pain inside the house i lived in
broken by the hands that held me
betrayed by the people who raised me
cut away with the knife that released me

nobody wants the child that wont live
nobody wants the child that wont give
nobody wants the child that never learned
nobody wants the child that wouldnt die
nobody wants the child that crawls away
nobody wants the child that wanted to stay

wrapped in illusions of love
caught by the sight of a flying dove
outside the house of pain
outside the house that drove me insane
outside i lay in the gutter
nobody cares for the child nobody wants

i think ill go eat worms...

*hugz*

I can see why your mom would feel sad by reading your poetry. It is very sad. It kills me to know that you're feeling that. If it helps, I will tell you that I care about you, and I love you (not to be mistaken as romantic love, but love for a friend). I wish I could help you hunny.

If you're feeling upset, you can pm me and we can talk about it.

~element

ah!hahaha_ what type of person are you 'element'

explain your question. What exactly are you asking??

:ditto:

NietzscheWisdom

ah!hahaha_ what type of person are you 'element'

I'm not quite sure what you are trying to express here to element. If you are serious please make your request known. If you are attemptimg to bash element in some way I will tell you now that we don't allow this on these forums. If you persist in questionable post your posts may either be edited of deleted by one of us mod's.

Kathy

gawd *southpark*...I was just saying how It seemed disbelievable for someone to be that "caring" the way it is to "Tortured_Mind"

Actually, I'm not an it. Imma girl. And believe it or not, yes I care very much about TM. I can relate to him in many ways, and I care about him very much. I don't have a lot of friends, but I care very much about the ones that i have. Not EVERY human is heartless, you know.

well I do have antisocial pd' you know...and/but if you all were a little nicer to the fact that this is a open forum to all the different pd'ers (personality disorderees), don't tell me you only get the 'avoidants' and 'depressed' there ought to be some welcoming for the ever so rare wicked psychopaths..plus, believe me when I say I've been watching myself

I have no problems with pschopaths. The wicked part, I'm not to big on. But hey, if you follow the rules and try to be nicer to people, I will most likely be glad to welcome you. Do you take meds for your problem?