Inspire death

inspire death as you inspire life
expired life in a dreadfull dream
some things never play
and some thing never say
what is like living death

a bird on a fence out of harms way
children entertaind while they play
expire life from ordenaire pain
driven to madness by the sane

inspire death
erode in decay
breathing filth
this is the day it all fades away

a child smiling in the suns rays
while a boy is counting the days
inspired by the uncountable dead
that reside in the childs head

the curtain falls on dreams forgotten
like apples untaken and rotten
the pestilance hangs in the air
but i dont seem to care..

inspire death in the hearts of children
innocents untill you killed them
cling to me like i cling to death
a word you inspired yet its unheard
like the fence and with it the bird
these 2 make a third
seperate the innocent from the herd



this is a poem written on the spot.
this is how I feel at the moment,
these are things racing through my mind.

and to be honest.. it scares me

You remember how I told you that you can talk to me if you need to. Well, do you think this may be a time that you need to? I'm right here. I may have to get off in a little bit, but as for now, I'm here for you.

im just in a really bad place now.. no reason.. just depression

Oh, okay. I'm sorry. If there's anything that I can do to help, I can try. It's a little hard to do much when our relationship is limited to internet (ha, that sounded slightly wrong, but you know what I mean by relationship).

Just hang in there. I know how depression feels, but it will get better!