travelng without direction

a poem about how lost and desperate i am right now

I remember the night was cold
I remember the stars were gone
I remember the night was dark
I remembered that I was lost

Can you help me?
anyone out there
can you find the light im missing
Im so damn lost
struggling to find what really is my problem
Im so lonley
night after night I sit alone
and think of what Im missing
Im lost

I cant help but to think its real
this deep burrowing pain I feel
all I can do is sit and cry
I keep asking myself why

I remember running in the woods
I rember how good I felt
I remember being youn
i remember when I wasn't sick

I remeber when I understood
when good was different than bad
reminiscing of the past
wont get you anywhere

im lost
god help me
im lost

(((Aleta)))

My heart really goes out to you. What you described sounds so very despaprate!!! Is there anything I can do? If so...please let me know.

For now just know that you are cared about by at least one person....ME!!!!

Please let me know if I can be of further assistance to you, ok?

Sweetngentle

thank you. I do feel very lost and alone at times. There isnt much anyone can do to help me though. All I really have is my parents. They are constantly keeping me from killing myself, so thats a good thing!
Thanks for caring about me
Love
Aleta

Aleta,
What about professional help? I remember you saying that you saw a p doc. Are you on any anti-dep meds? Or going for therapy?It would be a good thing to look into....and very soon if you are suicidal.
Sweetngentle

Citrus,

Your poem was so beautiful and do you know why...because it truly expresses how you feel and there is no greaty poem than one than express what we feel inside...keep on writing....i would love to hear more! Smile sweetie because you do have a gift of writing!
~mell

There's darkness, how easy it is to live in there, and there's light. "Our thoughts create our reality", for every dark thought there, Sweetheart, put a light thought there. Try your poem that way and see what you create. Just keep on. God Bless

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Yeah it's Sweetheart, put a light thought there. Try your poem that way and see what you create. Just keep on. God Bless

That was an awesome poem! It hurt me to read it. I so identify with what you wrote. Thanks for posting it.