Rememberance Day Poem

The whole day was like a test
Felt so much harder than the rest
Its the 11th of November
A day set aside to remember
And the last thing I wanna do
is look back on memories of you
There's no reason that I should
I know it won't do any good
It's too fresh, I'm too volatile
I don't know how to reconcile
And I guess, it will take a while
To think of you, and only smile
So for now I'm method acting
I'm always needing distracting
If I linger on what has been
It starts to crawl under my skin
a lot of anger I keep supressed
confusion, heartache and the rest
I'm glad that you're at a distance
At least I've some kind of resistance
Cause if I were nearer to your place
I'd make you say it face to face
With no computer to hide behind
You wouldn't dare be so unkind
What you write, you can't speak
How can you be so gutless and weak?
Together I thought we were strong
Whatever, I guess I was wrong.