became so isolated

Something drastic happened. Life altering, and changing.
Now i am changing. Stuttering i always have when i speak.
This event as pushed it over the edge,
It like cement over me stoping anything from removing this.
Not even a wedge could remove it.
Something ment nothing well this isint one of those.
It has now sent me into...
Alone i was.
Now i am drifting away from people all of them.
How sifting though memories reminds me of every day.
Good and bad.
Right now i know i will be isolated from society.
Sight of people make me ache.
And one night i lay awake.
the sun comes with its light. I take it and run, i am done with this.
Might i escape from isolation.
Just to mention im already there so theres not preventing.
What direction do i want to head?
Isolations alreayd here, there is no escaping.
A lonely cave i dwell.