All i want is magic

the empty feelings back again.
the hefty burden i sometimes just imagin.
Some nifty tricks to get over wants. To stop your brain from dragin.
Krafty tips do nothing but kick up the dust.
You wanted so much jsut for this to come true. But it must never.
What happened to the magic you though was there? The lust of it comes to you everyday
But it never comes, how tragic. The moral dont trust fairy tales.
All the clever things i thought of dont matter.Formal things i left for daily dreams.
If night you hear my wales.
I only wanted the magic things i read about. Since the begining.
The lonley feeling is not hurting me, because i am alone and forever have been.
Now that the real things are not what i thought they would be, i fall.
The magic in me steals all i want by giving me thought of getting what i cant.
This wall in front of me i call in reality it kills me. NOt literaly. Just i want a dream
to come true. Will they ever come to me or not run faster then my legs can pump?
The emtpy feeling left for its hour trip away.
Hefty burdens deft moves that day.
Krafty images entered my mind convincing me this burden was gone but it was here all along.
I find it tragic how all i wanted and want is magic. But reality prevents it from
entering my life.