My first time here

And now you know this place is toxic
Like mercury running through my veins
Like a rose alone in the desert
Choking on the smoke of its own flames

Smile at the evil thoughts
A monster at heart
Smile at the evil thoughts
A monster at heart

My vague form behind the screen
Life lived behind someone else's eyes
A dream incomprehensible, no reason to try
In every god damn dream, it's impossible to scream

My ears and eyes, my nose and throat
Cringing at the beauty In the note
A letter to friends never to be read
Eyes closed, bright as hell, the entrance has always been in this bed

Smile at the evil thoughts
A monster at heart
Smile at the evil thoughts
A monster at heart



Something I wrote a while ago.
Never shown anybody my poetry before, so I'm starting with the tamer $#%^.