Finally found the right words...

I've died
I've been killed by my own mind
I've been murdered by the voices surrounding me
and by their absence

I'm scarred
My hands led me
And conciously I've let them have their way
too many times

I've fallen in love
with huge gas station sodas
poetic music and
the smell of people I love

My breath has been taken away
by blue eyes
staring deep into mine
all alone

But how am I to live this life
with so much love
being kicked down by all the pain?

How am I supposed to move forward
with bruised,
bloody,
and broken feet?

I can fall in love with who I please
But who is going to love me?

And I can fall in love with many things
But what happens when they are gone?

And once again

I'm left

Alone

I've died
I've been killed by my own mind
I've been murdered by the voices surrounding me
and by their absence

i really love this