Suffering Helplessly

Peering through the looking glass
Behind my deep brown eyes
Witnessing the suffering
Yet helpless to intrude

A sea of Regret
Flows through my veins
A river of past mistakes
Could I have known
That the first crimson wound
Condemned
My Soul
To Hell?

Glistening teardrops
Slide down my cheek
Loneliness…
Fear…
Betrayal…
I hope, I pray, I gasp for air
But God has tuned me out

I watch my world explode in flames
My heart cries out in pain
I don’t deserve this mournful life
And yet it’s set in stone

Will I ever feel the sunshine, and smile?
Turn my back on the pain
Of the past?
Or will it always consume
My Life
Until I cease to exist?

This is about how I've been trying my best to stay positive and deal w/ my issues by not hurting myself physically or emotionally, but how I still feel the same. I hope you like it; any comments will be greatly appreciated! <3 <3 <3

Wow that was awesome. I really liked it and I understand how you feel. I'm going throught the same thing. I hope that thing's do get better for you though.

Take care,
Kayty

Thanks, Kayty!!!
I hope that things get better for you, too. Like you said, though, it's good that we can be there for each other!
Take care,
<3
Drama Queen

Yes it is very good. Your an awesome person.