Hey, I sing and rap and this rhyme I wrote is very relevant to the way sexual abuse has impacted my life.
Weak knees,
mental disease,
stuck in a mindset, been this way since i was 3
longing to break free
wings clipped, no blame, only shame
breathing heavy with pain, pitter patter of rain.
stormy brain,
rife with afflictions
twisted, demented, demonic, dying, diabolic catastrophe
Heart heavy,
shoved along the weathered path
clutching in the dark, crying eyes, still he laughed.
killing angels
precious lives,
gripping their thighs
disgusted when they age, only like it when they cry
glazed eyes
staring through,
he makes room
breaks through, satisfied, staining their lives
emotionless,
victims countless
stolen in the night, bleeding in their lives,
forever they'll cry.
brutality,
never think the same again,
such a wicked way to die, when you've just begun your life, uh.
self loathing,
such a storm to weather, harder when you're on your own.
memories they grow, but i'm still standing.
Dark mind,
look into my eyes, strength and inner beauty,
I'm keeping myself alive, relentless in my fight.
Hardened by,
fair weathered friends no longer in my life,
left me for dead, when they should have stood by.
Katy <3