Infuriating

A question is eating my insides out
Thought clouds my mind with doubt
I wish I could just let this thing out
But I guess you'd just tell me I'm talking too loud...

You take away my options
My will to live..
You break away compassion
The will to give..

Something small is making me ill
You're dead to me but with me still
That part of me I want too kill
It's just so ######6 hard making choices without free will..

Manipulating every move I make
Contradicting ever choice I take
Get away from me, for ###$ sake
I dont know how much more I can take

A question is stuck in the back of my mind
How can you love me when you're always unkind
Why do you keep saying I remind you
Of the kid you abandoned, you left me behind!

So you keep silent never saying $#%^
You supose i wont be able to take it
Well i have news for you i dont give $#%^ either
I'm always the giver never the receiver!

This letter wont reach you..
Ill burn in in a few..
But its not like you'd care..
Thats what i love about you...

I think this is one of the best ones you've written. Of course I like all of your stuff. But this one did stand out to me a little bit more than the others.

When you write stuff, I feel like I can feel what you're thinking or feeling. In other words, you're great at writing.

PM me sometime, 'kay?

~element