when it turns out its not just in your head

if you have many physical problems along with mental health issues like BPD anxiety congnative problems etc, I highly recommend you do research on Lyme Disease and Tick Borne disease. If you have any history of exposure to biting insects (not only ticks transmit these disease it can also be transmitted sexualy and congenitaly) , your symptoms may be from one of these 'steath' diseases. Google for a Lyme symptom check list. of them are psychiatric , nurological , and a host of physical symptoms. Be sure to find a doctor who is literate in diagnosing and treating these conditions, they are few and far between. Most doctors are not up on the current research and many people go misdiagnosed/undiagnosed for years because these conditions don't show up on standards tests and the current tests for Lyme are VERY innacurate for many of these diseases, like Stari there are no tests. Diagnosis is clinical.

I know from experience I was misdiagnosied for many years, now the damage is done to my heart , joints , etc, same with my partner who was diagnosed as hypocondriac etc all through childhood and treated with psychiatric drugs some 20 years. Turns out he had Lyme and pancreatic insuficiancy the whole time!