Hi everyone. I don't have anyone to talk to and would appreciate any helpful thoughts/advice.
Long story short.. I've been in an abusive relationship for over a year and I no longer want to be his punching bag. It's a bit more difficult cus I live with him and well, I would like to break this bad cycle. I know there are plenty options to choose from but right now I feel like I would be most comfortable telling my older brother. I don't know how he would react.. If he would want to beat this dude for touching his little sister or if he would go about it.. Gracefully? That probably isn't the best word choice but I don't know how else to say it.
I have photos of my past injuries and texts between us that implies he's abusive. Sometimes I feel angry and want all his friends and family to know what a monster he is but another part of me isn't sure if it's worth the embarrassment. I don't know if I would even feel satisfied if he got in trouble with the law or should I leave quietly? I want his abuse to be exposed yet I don't want to be known as the one who stayed with an abusive manchild. Bleh very confused and feeling very dumb/weak.
Thanks in advance..