What's In Your Personality Disorder Mix?

I was diagnosed with PD NOS before university. It was some mix of Cluster B traits.

New psychologist. I finally feel like someone understands me! And is assessing me properly instead of slapping labels on me that don't make sense.

Anyway, I'm PDNOS, cluster B - so BPD, HPD, NPD & AsPD traits. I'm a cluster f*ck

I have no official diagnosis, although from what I can gather I definitely have a mix of Antisocial PD and Schizotypy. Besides that I have characteristics from Narcissistic PD and OCD.

Besides a tendency for social alienation these things don't really trouble me much in real life. From what anyone I know can gather I am completely normal albeit perhaps a little secluded/withdrawn. I can easily be social if I want to, but mostly I avoid it because it drains my energy (at times it can actually give me energy).

The only thing that might become a problem is my desire to live out some of my deviant fantasies at some point in time.

My official chart says rule out BPD (they don't want to diagnose), I dunno if it says much else. I have a mix of BPD and HPD traits with serious dependency issues.

I can't get a diagnosis, but for the most part my personality can largely fit into cluster A, but not completely. There are some passive aggressive and passive borderline or avoidant traits, and OCD that is partially paranoid-based.

I basically seem like an aspie, except that instead of oblivious and lacking in cognitive empathy, I can be quite perceptive to the point of reading too deeply into things. So aspie with paranoid traits and the occasional odd thinking would cover the most ground.

I'm confused, because to things many would find a big deal, I don't react, and my family thinks I don't have many emotions, but the few times I do react people think it is an overreaction. So I am a pretty sensitive person both physically and emotionally, but at the same time I'm not emotive or dramatic.

When i was in hospital, they first suspected a personality disorder with emotional-instable (borderline), insecure (avoidant) and possibly narcistic traits.

They ruled that out, however. Doesn't matter to me much. Doesn't change who i am.

I'm not dx with any PDs at the moment and I'm pretty sure schizoaffective (waiting for an appointment), so I have traits of all cluster A Personality disorders and many avoidant features and obsessive once. But those can be explained through schizoaffective I guess.

A friend of mine got dx with: " complex personality disorder" and because of that she said, that she is a complex person with a personality who some few as disordered...

If I were to diagnose myself with personality disorder(s) I would either say I have either schizotypal pd by itself (but with traits of other disorders) or schizoid pd and borderline pd together.

My primary and most evident/overt traits fit well into cluster A, including traids of spd, stpd, and ppd. However, I have bad general anxiety despite my tranquil outer demeanor, and I feel that my perspective on the world and the way I interpret things is similar to that of those with bpd. It would also make the most genetic sense, as I believe my mother to be borderline with histrionic and narcissistic features. I am quite emotionally regulated, and don't get lonely or even want friendships, and both of those things are very contradictory to bpd, but like a bpd I am hyper vigilant, always looking into what people say, and I have an aversion to change. Essentially I become almost instantly filled with worry if someone suddenly acts differently around me than usual. However, I am extremely passive and never rage when something bothers me. If anything I just withdraw more.

Anyway, I'm PDNOS, cluster B - so BPD, HPD, NPD & AsPD traits. I'm a cluster f*ck

you know, ive been trying to diagnose myself for forever and that i think is what best describes me, a cluster fu<k. im gonna put that in my dx lol.

well, my lawyer is trying to get me an appointment with a psychiatrist so presumably ill find out if im right pretty soon here.