Counteradjusting personality

Do you tend to read into your target personality trait collection just to try to change your personality to the least of such in order to not feel as a target for judgement often? That includes studying all existing traits known to human behaviour.

I know I do. It's starting to get really difficult nowadays. I'm 25 years old and still constantly stick myself to the irony of denying every inch of myself as person and continue to trick myself over and over. I need som contructive feedback on these matters.