Attracted to boys 11-14

gashbell wrote:

Graveyard wrote:
There's no miracle cure, but I really hope you feel less alone for having found this forum.

there is a cure, it's called a bullet to the head

We hear how much pain you're in, gashbell. Some of us, like graveyard said, have been there, and come out the other side.

There's a saying that goes something like "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." It may seem like having a paraphilia is a permanent problem; that everything will be bad as long as you are who you are in terms of your attractions. But paraphilias don't define you; yours is just one aspect of a larger person. A person worth protecting, encouraging, and allowing, simply, to live. We are enriched by your being here with us, because your presence lightens the burden of our own lonelinesses, our own shame. An online forum can't replace a community of flesh and blood friends, but perhaps it can suggest to you the possibility of acceptance and hope in a time of trouble. I hope that makes some sense to you, even if it can't offer all the comfort you need right now.

How can we help?

yeah not only is it totally normal for some people to still be attracted to children when they get older, but as humans evolve in this day and age it's very common in preteen and middle school aged boys to find attraction in each other/form relationships. I'm an old soul and came into this world years ahead of my time. I was highly sexual from 5 on and nobody had to teach me anything. Just as many kids come into this world more evolved then others. We are spiritual beings and some kids naturally seek affection and intimacy so their electrical energies can evolve and frequency can connect. And regardless of age or gender the outer body is just a shell/barrier between 2 souls which match. It was my childhood dream to be able to have these types of experiences/relationships, but all I could do was observe them happening and felt so alone and left out. Because high functioning autism prevented me from being able to be sociable and know how to make friends. Now that I'm grown up and have never so much as been kissed I am emotionally devastated and crushed. As an indigo spirit I have always been extremely sensitive to the flow or persons, objects and energies around me. My sense of touch, sight, and hearing are amplified 10 folds, and I have a 6th sense. But being the quiet shy observer I have/can see things in this world that the rest of society cannot. My social impairment has slowly improved when I grew up but will never be normal. As such I'm naturally able to connect better with younger people then adults my own age, and also due to the fact that there is an evil run by our elite world leaders turning all of society into programmed zombies/stoners slaves, robots, unable to think freely using logic and reason. The spirit and creativity slowly stripped away from people by the time they are in high school. It's disturbing how parents are ok about their kids watching movies about killing, bloody, groomsome violence yet hide something natural and beautiful as 2 people making love in movies or of any kind of sex making you feel terrible shame and guilt. Or how parents react are outraged and surprised when they discover kids naturally exploring their own bodies or with a friend, an older younger sibling or other. Instead of educating them with the proper morals, values about love, safety, and sex. Is it no wonder the USA has 1 of the highest pregnancy and disease rates in comparison to other Countries??