Been Here Before - Update to my story

Pedosneedlovetoo wrote:Feeling a bit low at the moment, I had to report one member for trying to contact me through PM's and now another member has been removed (Correctly imo) for less than helpful advice and still this place seems so slow and lethargic to me.

PNL2, please help me to correctly understand this: you are here reaching out because you are isolated, lonely, and struggling with your attraction, and then you go report someone for trying to contact you??? That's what PMs are for. Am I missing something here? Can you please clarify this?

BLue BLood wrote:PNL2, please help me to correctly understand this: you are here reaching out because you are isolated, lonely, and struggling with your attraction, and then you go report someone for trying to contact you??? That's what PMs are for. Am I missing something here? Can you please clarify this?

He was not contacting me for helpful reasons, but for chat about how hot preteen girls are.......not something I find particularly useful

-- Tue Feb 28, 2012 10:20 am --

the lost world wrote:He thinks he's simply attracted to nine year olds without their underwear and he thinks he's oriented that way biologically and that its that simple and sexuality is never that simple

Wow I've had an epiphany....I don't need to be here.....I'm cured now....thank you soooooo much.

Please give me a little more credit that after 25+ years I have had time to work it out.

The non bottoms or underwear free part of my attraction came much later and I think is directly linked to my memories of her, but is definitely a fetish.

But I am attracted to certain preteen girls and funnily enough of the few I was very attracted to recently I never saw them topless or bottomless, only completely clothed and that did not make me stop being very attracted to them.

You think this is simple....or worse that I think its that simple?

Well I recently had to out myself to continue in an activity I enjoy, It was forced upon me by the police and would not have been my choice if given a choice, but luckily the guy I could tell was just about the most measured and respectful guy I could have ever hoped for, he listened reasonably and understood what I was telling him, he then went with me to the police to confirm I had told him the truth and then proceeded to tell the wpc how sorry he was for me for having my attraction, but how good it was I had never acted on it physically....awesome day

Another update, the more observant will have noticed I have not been here lately, I got a job!!!!!

Not a brilliant job, the wages are crap and the job is pretty shite, but it feels so awesome to be doing something again that I'm actually enjoying it anyway

I will try and catch up a bit and not ignore this place as it is still helpful to all of us.

Pedosneedlovetoo wrote:Another update, the more observant will have noticed I have not been here lately, I got a job!!!!!

Not a brilliant job, the wages are crap and the job is pretty shite, but it feels so awesome to be doing something again that I'm actually enjoying it anyway

I will try and catch up a bit and not ignore this place as it is still helpful to all of us.

Pleased for you. Keep pushing...

Pedosneedlovetoo wrote:Another update, the more observant will have noticed I have not been here lately, I got a job!!!!!

Not a brilliant job, the wages are crap and the job is pretty shite, but it feels so awesome to be doing something again that I'm actually enjoying it anyway

I will try and catch up a bit and not ignore this place as it is still helpful to all of us.

Congratulations for getting a job!

My job is a good antidepressant for me. It is going to be for you too

It's always nice to hear that something positive has happened

(Again I want to say that I don't work around kids. Only around adults. I always want to say that, because some non-pedos tend to think that all pedos want to work around kids )

OnTheTurningAway wrote:Pleased for you. Keep pushing...

Thank you, I certainly will be keeping on keeping on

Pig wrote:
Congratulations for getting a job!

My job is a good antidepressant for me. It is going to be for you too

It's always nice to hear that something positive has happened

(Again I want to say that I don't work around kids. Only around adults. I always want to say that, because some non-pedos tend to think that all pedos want to work around kids )

Thank you and yes its odd how we always have to think defensively, I'm back in a warehouse and that suits me just fine, hell in a few years I may hate it again, but right now it is just awesome

I'm glad something good has happened for you. It always makes things easier.

Kristoff1235 wrote:I'm glad something good has happened for you. It always makes things easier.

Thanks, I've been quick to moan and thought after almost two months in the job it seems to be going well and so I should post happy news too

I've been very grateful for the support here, but please do not contact me to either discuss sex with children or to seek/seek to share child pornography, I will and have reported every person to do so and it depresses me no end to have to do so, we are not animals for gods sake.