Slipping

I have been trying to stop looking at CP for about 8 months now, and I have been doing pretty well. Lately, however, I am having more difficulty getting aroused by appropriate images. I feel like I am slipping back to my old ways. I am not actively seeking out CP, but the images I am find interesting now are definitely younger looking people. How can I make sure I don't regress too far?

322 wrote:I have been trying to stop looking at CP for about 8 months now, and I have been doing pretty well. Lately, however, I am having more difficulty getting aroused by appropriate images. I feel like I am slipping back to my old ways. I am not actively seeking out CP, but the images I am find interesting now are definitely younger looking people. How can I make sure I don't regress too far?

Well, I'm no therapist, but I think staying away from CP would benefit you.

One way you can get CP out of your life is by reporting the CP sites you find to the authorities. It is illegal.

Being a pedophile myself I find that its really hard for me to resist CP but I do find ways to do so by looking at pictures of just children nude which is not illegal in most places in the US or otherwise it wouldn't be online for people to see in public places. I haven't looked at CP in a long time but I do look at animation and stuff like that where no child is being harmed, yet I am sure society would say that a stick figure is being hurt. I also write erotic stories that help me as well. You can find many things to use other than CP to fullfil your lusts. It works I tell ya, other things do work. Good luck

Blben wrote: looking at pictures of just children nude

I don't want to do this. I don't want to see naked children, or children in bathing suits, or anything of that nature.

Blben wrote: I do look at animation and stuff like that

I looked at hentai for 10 years, I want to stop. I've been doing well for the past several months.

Blben wrote: You can find many things to use other than CP to fullfil your lusts.

I don't to "fulfill" my lust. I want my lust gone.

Well then the only major advice I have for you and all the above topics is to not do it and avoid it all costs, I mean only you can control what you do. I mean when you slip into looking at the stuff that you don't want to look at, that must mean that you really do want to look at it. I have come to the conclusion that I can't stop being the way that I am so I just embrace it and don't run away from it anymore so I just find things to do that will prevent me from ever acting on my desires and to be honest its working very well. Good Luck and hope you find way to get rid of your desires and lusts for children, if you do I think that is awesome. I have tried so many times and it hasn't worked so I give you credit when it does happen and maybe you should write a book about how you did it when it does happen cause I am sure lots of pedophiles would like to know how to do it.

Blben wrote: I mean when you slip into looking at the stuff that you don't want to look at, that must mean that you really do want to look at it.

F.u.c.k you. Don't f.u.c.king tell me what I want.

How can I make sure I don't regress too far?

Deny yourself the right to view images. Use blockers, restrictions, if you're living with someone else then the time has come to put some restrictions on your computer use and time.

It seems time for you to constantly speak and think into existance an abhorance to this desire, build a hate for it, for those who push it and those who support it as being something "normal"

There's nothing "normal" about it, it is a deviant, obsessive, destructive sexual addiction and you don't cure an addiction by giving the addict "Methodonal" replacements and crafting excuses. In the end you reject it or you drown in it and I've decided to pretty much die swimming against it.

You also need faith, like it or not, without faith all your attempts to stop fall short.

I'm no fan of any direct approach in these kind of things, and don't even think that they should be considered problems in and of themselves - at the most I consider them symptoms of something more substantial.

So is there anything that has happened to you lately, which might explain what you are experiencing?

Blben wrote:I do look at animation and stuff like that where no child is being harmed, yet I am sure society would say that a stick figure is being hurt.

I'm pretty sure that type of stuff is illegal as well, at least in the US. You probably already know that, but I'm writing also for the benefit of anyone who happens to stumble across this thread. I wouldn't want them to be arrested simply because they looked at some drawings and didn't know the law, that would be bogus. Totally not worth it.

I really don't think people are capable of changing their sexuality. It might be impossible unless there are people who've done it?

So why would you choose to torture yourself when there are many legal ways to satisfy your needs?